Life is just such a crazy amazeballs clusterfuck sometimes! And I am willing to admit a large portion of that may be because I am a bit of a goddamn lunatic.
For starters, dating. Jesus christ I haven't been single long and I am sick of it already. I'm tired of meeting people, I'm tired of building connections that go nowhere, and more than anything else I am sick of not having someone to call and be my sounding board. I want to get married, dammit. More than anything, I want to marry the man that knows all the good and bad about me, and can put up with me when I freak out and calls me out when I'm being a bitch. He exists, I know he does, I just need him to reveal himself before I go on another godawful date wih another sadsack of a human being.
Can I sound any more like a Bitter Single Girl? Probably, but nobody wants to read that. I'll get over it and be fine soon enough, but sometimes you just need to vent! Honestly, life is pretty good for me right now. Passed my trail- I start training at the wine bar on Saturday night. They have thw coolest hiring procedure- the staff has the final hiring decision, not the management. Frankly, it makes a lot of sense if you think about it- restaurant managers don't work with the servers and bartenders as closely as they do with each other. So isn't it better if your coworkers decide if they can put up with you day in and day out? It's brilliant, and a strategy I intend to implement in my place when it gets up and running.
As for my future place, things are moving in a very positive direction! I fully believe that it will be operational by 2016. Good things! I will be posting more of the nitty-gritty details in the upcoming year!
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